Sitting here

As I sit here in the hospital with my mom as she sleeps, I cherish every moment. I realize every moment of anger and resentment are wasted emotions. I might have months, weeks or years but I'm not going to waste them mad at my mom. She hurts, she has problems breathing and she has cancer. How she deals with it is her own. I am just going to stand with her and be there. I'm not saying it's going to be easy but that is my decision.